Smiling

Smiling
By Kathryn Jones(Kali)

I say I'm fine
I say I'm okay
But inside I'm dying
I feel
Like I
Cant breath

Even though I'm smiling
I'm just hiding the pain
I drown in my tears
Hoping
Someone
Will see

Depression is taking over
No more room for happiness
I'm being sucked into loneliness
Where I will die crying

I'm reaching for help
But nobody sees
Cause i keep on smiling
Even through the pain

I lock myself away
I sink to the ground
Clutching the bottle
My tears
Fall
Down

Depressing is taking over
No more room for happiness
I'm being sucked into loneliness
Where I will die crying

I'm reaching for help
But nobody sees
Cause I keep on smiling
Even through the pain

I sit in the darkness
Pushing the pills into my mouth
One after another
My clock is ticking
And my heart is aching and missing
The one person I love
The one person I need
The one who could save me
The one who didn't see

Depression is taking over
No more room for happiness
I'm being sucked into loneliness
Where I will die crying

I'm reaching for help
But nobody sees
Cause I keep on smiling
Even through the pain

Depression now covers me
All emotions are dead
I've been sucked into loneliness
Where I died crying
Ohhh
Where I died crying

I'm no longer reaching
I watch from above
And I'm still smiling
Even through the pain